Just for Leah :)

Mark and Me

Warm Weather Makes Me Happy :)

I'm really wishing I didn't have to work today, because it looks so amazing outside!! So I'm going to sit here and daydream about laying on a beautiful beach with the warmth of the sun around me.

Or I'm going to daydream about hiking to Mystic Beach with a packed lunch and friends. Exploring nature, getting exercise, socializing, and beach time. The perfect combination!

Why do we have to work when the Sun is out?

Change

Today started off good. I walked to work and the sun was out, making it finally feel like summer could be around the corner. I thought about my wedding, which made me excited because it's finally getting closer :)

However my mood seemed to dwindle once I got to work. One of my co-workers stopped to give me chocolate from Switzerland (she was just there for 2 weeks) and announced that she would be leaving in July. She's actually moving to Switerland. She broke up with her boyfriend of quite a few years and now is packing her clothes and her cat, then away she goes. She has worked her the longest, besides me and that is really what made me sad.

So many friends I have made and so many coworkers I enjoyed working with have all left and moved on with their lives. Travelling and moving to different places and I am left her working at the same job. I really think I am in need of some sort of change. Each year it gets harder and harder. Going to school and working in the same spot for another 3 years does not seem appealing.

I want to do something different! Don't get me wrong, marriage is a huge change in my life., but I know after I'm married I could still be working at the same job and going to school. I just feel so stuck and trapped on days like these. Maybe Mark and I should pack up our bags and move to New Zealand to finish my school. I don't really know, all I know is that I'm feeling a little depressed with the same work year after year. Today may just motivate me to keep looking for another job :) I can't wait to go away on my honeymoon! I need to get away just for a bit!